The battle for control

Jesus is love, and Jesus is truth so it should be easy to turn over complete control of my life to Him. However, I struggle in fully releasing the grip on my life, even though it is the squeezing so tight that causes me the most problems. When I do get it right, and let go, I am always amazed at the peace I feel. Yet, I often fall back into wanting to sit in the "pilot seat" instead of being happy as the Co-Pilot. After all, Jesus knows the end from the beginning and while He never promises a smooth flight, He does promise a safe landing. Please Jesus take the wheel. Teach me how to fully surrender. Amen!